"If you can make a record, you ought to—why
not?"
That's the response of Steve Hindalong,
lyricist/percussionist for The Choir, when asked about
the release of Flap Your Wings, the band's first studio
album in four years. "Ultimately," says
Hindalong, "if you get to keep making records, you
win. You're fortunate. At this point in our career, with
all of us well beyond the age of optimum marketability,
we're astounded that we get to keep making music and
that people want to hear it. Whether it's a million or a
thousand. That's a lot of people that you receive
feedback from and get to establish a rapport with."
To understand the band's motivation for recording
Flap Your Wings, one needs to look back to a reunion
concert The Choir performed at a festival sponsored by
KLYT in Albuquerque, New Mexico, in the summer of 1999.
Hindalong has a similar response to a query about what
coaxed the seminal modern rock band out of its
three-year long, self-imposed retirement.
"Somebody asked us to play a concert, and we
asked, 'How much?' And then we said 'Yes,' the drummer
explains, a sly smile crossing his face.
Guitarist/vocalist Derri Daugherty, Steve's friend of
over 20 years (and creative partner for 17) offers a bit
more elaboration on the subject. "There's always
been a tremendous amount of good will toward The
Choir—nobody's ever said 'please stay retired!' That
was definitely one motivation for doing the reunion
show. We had been away from the band long enough that
the business stress didn't bog us down." Perhaps
saxophonist "Buckeye" Dan Michaels nails it
best: "We had all grown so much as individuals
since we last performed as a band. Maybe we found that
we still have something to say. Maybe we still want to
connect — with our audience and with each other. Maybe
we simply wanted to rock. I'm sure it's more than that,
but either way I think we're pretty excited to get back
to doing what we love in The Choir with the friends that
we love so much."
But as is often the case in matters of The Choir,
"simply" is never quite that simple. Rewind to
1996, when Tattoo Records released Free Flying Soul, the
band's previous studio outing. Michaels, then A&R
Director for Tattoo, persuaded the band to mount a tour
in support of the album and in the spring of 1997, Free
Flying Soul received the Dove Award for Best
Alternative/Modern Rock Album. Regarding the award,
Hindalong says "It was quite an honor, but an odd
footnote to be given that award at the conclusion of
what you've announced is your 'farewell tour.'"
So with Michaels newly married and working as a
record executive, Hindalong and Daugherty immersing
themselves in songwriting, production and engineering,
and bassist Tim Chandler returning to his computer
education gig in California, The Choir was once again
dormant.
But a peculiar thing happened since the 1996
tour—the Internet became an increasingly viable method
for artists to remain in touch with their supporters. As
a loyal cadre of fans kept the reputation of The Choir
alive, Michaels decided to construct a band web site.
The site serves as a place to keep fans abreast of band
members' activities, provides a little "Choir
community" through a message board, and offers a
means for fans to acquire hard-to-find product directly
from the band, rather than being forced to succumb to
the exorbitant demands of collectors. One of the
questions most often asked on the message board has of
course been "When is The Choir going to make
another record?" So as members' schedules opened
up, the target date of Thanksgiving Week 1999 was set to
begin recording the all-new Choir album.
Enter Tim Chandler. "Tim was the creative crux,
a fulcrum point," explains Hindalong. "When he
came out for Thanksgiving, I had not one lyric in my
head. I didn't even set up a drum kit." Daugherty
continues, "We thought, 'why don't we make a real
indie-sounding record?' With Flap Your Wings, Tim and I
sat and exchanged chords and rehearsed guitar ideas and
Steve literally wrote down lyrics as he heard us play.
We wrote five songs during that weekend, then Tim came
back in May and we wrote another five songs. So it was
basically two long weekends and a few days to finish it.
It was so easy because we didn't feel a need to prove
anything. We were just having fun with melodies and
words."
A desire to make their faith known through rock music
was what first drew Hindalong and Daugherty into the
recording studio in 1985. On their debut album, Derri
provided both words and music, but by the second Choir
record, Hindalong, a literature major in college,
assumed the role of lyricist. That combination found the
band hitting its stride with Chase the Kangaroo (1987)
and yielded two other classic albums, Wide-Eyed Wonder
(1989) and Circle Slide (1990). Chandler, whose
friendship with Steve and Derri pre-dates The Choir by
several years, once again emerged as a creative force on
Kissers and Killers (1993), Speckled Bird (1994) and
Free Flying Soul.
Although Kissers and Killers and Speckled Bird were
fueled by angst and internal tension, those elements are
noticeably absent from Flap Your Wings. "In my
on-line journal, I made reference to this record being
stranger and more sentimental than ever," says
Hindalong, "but if you look at any of our albums,
you'll see that those elements have always been present.
The songs are full of emotion and life. But we get away
with it because of the odd arrangements, the musical
twists and such. We just go into a room and record what
comes out. This time, it was Thanksgiving, our friend
Tim was with us; Derri's wife was just recovering from
surgery, so we were feeling very nurturing and very
caring. There were a lot more important things going on
in our lives than making a record."
But don't mistake that relaxed attitude for a lack of
concern regarding the quality of the songs. Flap Your
Wings contains writing as sharp and incisive as any ever
to come from the pen of Hindalong. "Shiny
Floor" displays Hindalong's ability to combine both
literal events and metaphors into a seamless (and
hilarious) lyric. "I actually did spill a drink on
someone's floor and wiped it up with my shirt,"
explains Steve. "Then while we were recording a few
days later, I tripped over a mic cable and made a
comment about needing to be 'agile as a lynx.' But the
song also became an allegory for our relationship to the
music industry, sometimes feeling like the unwanted
guest crashing the party." "Mercy Lives
Here" is one of the few lyrics Derri has written in
the past ten years that have been featured on a Choir
album. "I actually had recorded that for a solo
album," says Derri. "It was inspired by a
strange club we visited in Ohio. We were walking through
this deserted downtown area in Akron, and we stumbled
across this club that was completely decorated in an
Egyptian motif—all mementos taken from the owner's
trip to Cairo. It was fitted out with old-fashioned
Naugahyde booths, and the jukebox was stocked with
'crooner' records from the 40's. There was a midget
sitting at the bar in a clown suit who would burst out
laughing for no reason, then stop. Next to him was a
gentleman who appeared to be Amish, who would shake
uncontrollably for a few seconds, stop, then shake some
more. Behind the bar was a woman who was probably 70
serving drinks, and there was a prostitute off in the
corner trying to pick someone up. I said to the guys in
the band, 'this must be where Jesus is. Right in the
midst of these peculiar people with all their quirks.'
It was a very spiritual moment for me."
When The Choir convened for the second Flap Your
Wings session in May 2000, it was only a few weeks after
the death of Gene "Eugene" Andrusco. In
addition to being an intimate friend of the members of
The Choir, Gene's career as a musician, producer and
engineer had been closely intertwined with the band for
many years. Still feeling the hurt of that loss,
Hindalong, with assistance from Michaels, wrote the
moving tribute, "Hey Gene." Says Hindalong,
"Whenever we do a record, I talk about what's going
on emotionally; the most intense things that are going
on, for better or for worse. I put my finger right on
the sore. Talking about Gene was something we had to do.
When I heard the music that Derri had laid down, it
immediately took me in a very positive, whimsical
direction. That felt good, rather than something dark
and heavy. It's not an overwrought song; it's a warm
reflection. Also, Dan had written a eulogy for Gene that
he read at the graveside, so I used several of those
lines as well. Dan was really close to Gene...like
family."
Also unflinching yet oddly compassionate is the
ironically titled "Sunny." "It really
seems hopeless on the surface," Hindalong admits.
"There are things that happen in our lives that
there's just nothing good about. There's nothing funny
about chemotherapy. There's no joy in losing a friend at
a young age. All you can say is 'sure is sunny today.'
There is hope, but sometimes you just can't do or say
anything to improve tragic matters. Musically it really
captures that feeling. There's a lot of tension in the
song. The Choir does tension really well. And certainly
tension is a constant reality in all of our lives."
No Choir record would be complete without a least a
couple songs that directly address Hindalong's
relationship with his wife Nancy and their kids.
"With 'I Don't Mean Any Harm' I'm apologizing to
them—yet again," Steve confesses. Just like with
'A Sentimental Song' and so many others, I like to think
I can make everything all right with a song. Of course,
you can't. Another terribly romantic song 'A Moment in
Time', is about my very first date with Nancy. I've
never strayed away from writing about my family, my
marriage. Things are going really well for us right now.
We're lifers...fortunate ones. We're all truly committed
to our families...very involved in our churches. We're
reasonably stable for musicians, actually."
Those only familiar with The Choir's reputation as
one of most critically acclaimed modern rock bands in
the history of the Christian music may be surprised to
learn that Hindalong and Daugherty composed and produced
At the Foot of the Cross, Volume One and Two. Released
in 1992 and 1995 respectively, those albums placed
elements of the traditional liturgy in a modern musical
setting, presaging the current explosion of modern
worship music by several years. Since they never
actually recorded the song as The Choir, the band
decided to revisit "Beautiful Scandalous
Night" for this album. "We will probably never
write a song like that again," says Derri. "It
was well received in its day and has gone on to become a
very popular song of the modern church. We've been
extremely blessed by that."
The release of Flap Your Wings finds Daugherty,
Hindalong, Chandler and Michaels more settled and
content than at any time in the history of The Choir.
"For awhile, I think we felt kind of bitter about
the path our career has taken," Derri admits.
"That's probably true of a lot of artists, if they
don't achieve great commercial success. But it's been
tremendously gratifying to work with bands like Third
Day, Jars of Clay and Caedmon's Call, and have them
express how much they've appreciated our music and
looked up to us as a band. I feel really good about our
legacy. A lot of people have listened to our music and
been inspired or moved by it. It's great to look back on
your career and see it as worthwhile