Our lives aren't one big story.
They're an ongoing succession of little stories that,
when taken together, make us who we are. Some of those
stories are of hurt, others of healing. Some are
monumental, others barely register as worth remembering.
In Jeremy Camp's case, much of his story in recent years
centered around the loss of his young wife to cancer just
months into their marriage and the sustaining grace of
God. It inspired his music and deepened his faith. More
than a year after its release, Stay, the album born out
of that loss, continues to resonate with music fans young
and old as Camp's story touches the hearts of all who
hear it. But as Camp readies for Carried Me: The Worship
Project, releasing February 10, 2004, the focus is
shifted even more directly to the faith that continues to
carry Camp through life's highs and lows. From
declarations of belief in God to celebrations of His
grace and mercy, the songs found on Carried Me represent
the time-tested faith of someone who has walked through
the fire and come out on the other side still praising
God.
While Camp continues to pay
tribute to his past, he is also looking to the future.
With a new fiancé who shares his love of music, a
ministry that is growing by leaps and bounds, and
preparing for his sophomore project to release in the
fall of 2004, Camp currently has much to be thankful for.
"God's doing a lot of restoration in my heart and in my
life," Camp admits. "When I talk about what I've been
through, I always say God has been so faithful in my
life, but I almost feel like with all these amazing
blessings, it's a completion of God's faithfulness. It's
almost like He's saying, 'See? I've healed your heart.'"
The job wasn't God's alone, though. Camp admits
there was work he had to do as well. The first task was
to let go of some of his expectations for where God would
take his music and ministry. "Spiritually, I had all
these ideas of what was going to happen. Finally, I had
to lay them downand say, 'Okay Lord, you're going to do
what you want in my life.' And that's when things began
taking off."
In Camp's case, the term "taking
off" couldn't be more appropriate. He's spent more time
on the road in 2003 than he has in his adopted hometown
of San Diego, Calif. (he will have played 200 shows by
year's end). He also has fans clamoring for the DVD that
will release around the same time as Carried Me. In
addition to music videos and messages straight from
Camp's mouth, it will provide a glimpse into how the guys
spend their time off stage with fun footage that takes
you behind the scenes. Camp's career is going so well
that in fall 2003 he became a headliner, almost unheard
of for a debut artist, embarking on the "Stay" tour with
opening act Telecast. That feat will be followed up by a
spring 2004 worship tour with A-list acts Newsboys and
Rebecca St. James, allowing him to truly showcase the
songs from Carried Me.
Fans of Camp's previous work may
be wondering just what makes this a worship album,
though. After all, how could the music of this talented
artist with a penchant for rock and a heart for praise
possibly be more worshipful? The new album's name
actually has more to do with the origin of the songs and
their corporate nature than the state of the heart of the
one who's singing them. Carried Me is a project that
portrays what Camp & Co. have always done in their live
shows, which explains why fans have been asking for just
such a disc for years. And they won't be disappointed
with this thoughtful collection of original songs,
several written by Camp, and reworked standards. While
each song may not come directly from his own pen, they
have all captured his heart. "The songs are ones
that have meant so much to me in my life. Each of them
has a special place in my heart because I remember
singing them at different times, good times and hard
times," Camp explains. Those songs include album opener
"Trust in You," an older song that many artists might
have easily passed over. But Camp connected to its
powerful message and decided to add his own flavor to it,
giving it a welcome rock infused update.
Meanwhile, "Revive Me," which
was penned by Camp, has already been chosen by Worship
Leader for their "Song Discovery" program which collects
the most promising new worship tunes and puts them on a
CD to send out to working worship leaders looking for
fresh music for their congregations. And it's a song
that's very personal to Camp. Inspired by Psalm 119, it's
something he first sang as he sat next to his dying
wife's hospital bed. While the songs come from a
variety of sources, Camp's delivery neatly ties them all
together. "I'm a very passionate, outgoing person, so
when I'm singing I love to belt it out. That's part of my
expression." That attitude carries over to his take on
worship. "When I do a worship song," he explains, "I want
to make it very full to compliment my voice…and my heart.
This is me-boom!-worshipping God."
Or those who like their worship
a little more low-key, Camp delivers that as well. But he
knows what really matters is the heart behind the music.
"If you're really, truly worshipping God and they see
your heart and they know your life, then people can
respond to a heavy song because they can see it's the
passion behind the song that matters. If it glorifies
God, people are going to pick that up, no matter the
style." And Camp knows that at the end of the day, it's
not the music that matters most anyway. It's really just
a means to a spiritual end.
"We've played in almost every state and I've been able to
share the Gospel with people from different walks of life
and see them touched by my testimony and what God has
done. When you see people coming forward and accepting
Christ, you realize this is what it's all about. I love
singing and playing, but if I'm not sharing about Jesus,
then I know I'm playing in vain."