Album Reviews
In a year where there were a
whole truck-load of incredible cd's released, this one is head and
shoulders above the rest. (see my top ten of 2004 for proof I feel this
way). Webb wowed us all in 2003 with his first solo release, a
stinging indictment of the modern church, set in gorgeous acoustic songs.
With his new cd, he visits those themes, but also veers off in some
totally new directions. The cd opens with "I want a broken heart", a
beautiful introspective song, filled with swirling, atmospheric sounds,
and aching words, of someone who feels he has slipped away, and wants to
be broken. "I repent" is a song of, naturally, repentance:
i repent, i repent of my pursuit of america's dream
i repent, i repent of living life like i deserve anything
my house, my
fence, my kids, my wife
in our suburb where we're safe and white
i am wrong and of these things i repent
This album is full of
confession, almost as if Webb wants people to know he is not afraid
to point the finger at himself just as strongly as he points it at others.
And speaking of that, don't think the church got off the hook on this
one. "t-shirts (what we should be known for)" is a straight shot at what
I will call"Christian America".
they'll know us by the
t-shirts that we wear
they'll know us by the
way we point and stare
at anyone whose sin looks
worse than ours
And just so no one can say he
presents only questions, and no answers, he sings the chorus:
when love, love , love
is what we should be
known for
love, love. love
it's the how and it's the
why
we live and breath and we
die
While maybe not his most
powerful lyrics, they are dang sure dead on the money. Overall, this is a
much more personal cd, and one that can't help but hit you hard, making
you examine yourself as you hear Webb pour out his heart. His
songwriting is just as honest and fresh as it has always been, since his
early days with Caedmon's Call. He pulls no punches, and no
subject is off limits. More songwriters should be so bold. Don't go into
it looking for "she must and shall go free part 2". Webb has a full band
on this one, with tasteful electric guitars, keys, and they are great
players. The college rock/americana influence is still there, but it's not
as blatant.
He closes the cd with the
song the title comes from, and it once again pierces...
what looks like failure
is success
and what looks like poverty is riches
when what is true looks more like a knife
it looks like you’re killing me
but you’re saving my life
but i give myself to what looks like love
and i sell myself for what feels like love
and i pay to get what is not love
and all just because i see things upside down
On what Ii consider the best
cd of 2004, and one that I listen to almost daily, Derek Webb gives
us a definite winner, and proves he is much more than a one trick pony,
and that he has a lot more good songs for our enjoyment.
Derek Webb's second
full album as a solo album has arrived! I made the mistake of ordering I
See Things Upside Down online, and though it shipped three days before
the street date, I didn't receive it until a full week later. I'm such a big
Derek fan that that hurt. But it didn't hurt quite as bad as the
disappointment I'm feeling now.
I See Things Upside Down is an OK sophomore offering, but it lacks
the heart, profundity, and theological depth that Derek has made the
hallmark of his music career, both in his 10 years with Caedmon's Call and
in the nearly two years since. The album shows a great deal of
experimentation -- in production and sound editing, in composition, and in
writing. The result is something of a mixed bag, unfortunately one with more
strikes against it than for it.
I Want A Broken Heart is a good start to the album. It has a slow
melody and a memorable, singable sound. The lyrics are also excellent, and
just what you'd hope for and expect from Derek Webb. But it also kicks off
the album with jarring examples of Derek's production experimentation -- the
album enters sharply in the middle of a sound, and exits the same way. The
song, especially the end, is plagued with a series of unmusical sound
effects and synthesized echoes.
Better Than Wine is one of the stronger tunes on the album, with
Derek crooning a slow love song -- the chorus is "Better than wine is your
love." It's a great sound, and something of a different sound for Derek. But
it does suffer from the album's repetition problem. That chorus is simply
repeated over and over.
The Strong, The Tempted, & The Weak also has a great sound, and
thoughtful lyrics. I haven't dug deep into this one yet, but I expect it
will be one that grows on me.
Reputation is a little disappointing. One of Derek's production
experiments on this album seems to be "Let's sing it from the next room, and
see how well the mic picks me up." The chorus is unsatisfying ("I've got a
reputation with everyone, but I don't want one with you"). It's more
repetition, and the song's lyrics seem quite shallow for this artist. The
conclusion of the song also features an extremely jarring and out-of-place
rock-'n-roll drum riff from someone who should be fired today.
I Repent was the little song that could have been really fantastic.
Derek sang it on The House Show, a live performance compilation
released earlier this year. Frankly, it sounded better there. Here it's sung
from the other room, giving it a distant and hollow feeling -- on the one
song where the listener really needs to feel a connection to the singer.
In this song Derek is in his mode of challenging the American church and
modern, complacent Christians -- something he does quite well (it was the
theme of his debut solo album, She Must and Shall Go Free), and a
message that needs to be heard. But in this song, it comes across as petty
and extremist, with the artist essentially apologizing for being a husband,
a father, and a middle-class white person -- having a normal, unchallenged,
and unimpoverished life. Yes, there is a valuable message underlying those
words, which come out elsewhere in the song ("I repent of paying for what I
get for free"). But he pushes it too far, in my opinion, and makes me wonder
if his next album will be about slavery reparations.
Some things in our lives are simply blessings from God, for which we should
be profoundly and humbly thankful, challenged to use our gifts for
the betterment of others, not repentant.
Medication, once again, is a slow song with a good sound. But it
falls somewhat flat because the lyrics seem so much shallower than we know
Derek is. It's more a traditional, almost blues-style love song. "You look
so good is hurts" aren't the sort of stirring words I expect to hear from
this artist, but he certainly should feel the freedom to explore the corners
of his art. Overall it's a good song, and one I expect to grow on me once
I've lived with it a bit.
We Come To You is, again, slow. I'm waiting and waiting for a more
up-tempo song on this album, which I know Derek can do and likes to do. This
song seems pretty benign, not one that I immediately like or dislike. It is
musically repetitive, and one I can imagine putting on when I want to take a
nap. The last several minutes of the 8-minute song are instrumental, and
extremely repetitive yet unmemorable. (This song was written by former
Caedmon's author Aaron Tate.)
T-Shirts (What We Should Be Known For) ... I'm really going to
have to keep listening to this one. I'm not sure I have anything to say
about it.
Ballad in Plain Red is perhaps the most unique sound on the album,
and it's one of those rare areas of experimentation on this album that seems
to work. It's a little more up-tempo (but not a lot). The song also has
something to say, though I'm sure how profound or important it really is.
Nothing Is Ever Enough is a very good song. It's very slow and
thoughtful (again), but I've got to say -- Derek's least experimental, most
traditionally Derek-like song is one of the best on the album. Again,
though, the profundity of lyrics in past songs with similar themes is
noticeably absent here. And the negative spin here makes it seem as though
Derek isn't having a good time -- this does not have the fun of "Mistake of
My Life," the thoughtfulness of "I Just Don't Want Coffee," or the deep
passion of "Somewhere North."
Lover Part 2 is apparently a follow-up to a better song from Derek's
first solo album. It has decent lyrics and an interesting sound -- again,
slow and introspective, almost rock-blues. It's not just "mood rock," it's
almost "moody rock."
What Is Not Love has some stronger, more significant lyrics than most
of the album, but the sound is too benign and too much like most of the 11
songs that preceed it. It's a fine song on its own, in keeping with the
message of the album that "the foolishness of God is wiser than man's
wisdom, and the weakness of God is stronger than man's strength." But as the
finale of this album, the sound and mood make it blurs into the myopic
whole.
Long-time Derek fans will want to go along for this new chapter in the
artist's career. But I hope that I See Things Upside Down shows his
willingness to experiment and see what works -- and get rid of what doesn't
work -- rather than a new direction. Taking risks musically is great, and
keeps every song on every album from sounding the same, keeps fans from
chanting for more and more and more of the same. But when you take risks, be
prepared to fail every now and again. If this album has an over-arching
theme, it is one that is explored in a slow, plodding, almost depressed way,
ultimately making it uncompelling.
It is also clear that Derek is suffering from a sense of his own
responsibility to use his musical platform to issue criticisms of the church
and contemporary, Western Christians. It was the entire theme of She Must
and Shall Go Free, and strongly present in this album -- evidenced by
the title I See Things Upside Down. If that's his calling, it's
certainly a wonderful and a needed message; but the constant drumbeat, and
the negative spin Derek often puts on it, is beginning to wear thin. Some
of his music needs to be fun, and he needs to have fun doing it. That's not
something I can hear in this morose album.
With two original projects now released, along with the last two Caedmon's
Call albums, it is becoming clear that both can be good without the other --
but that they are much better together. Derek kept Caedmon's deep and
reflective, and perhaps Caedmon's kept in check Derek's desire for
off-the-wall experimentation and soapbox-ism.
~
Darren
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